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andy really is an awesome youth pastor... i'm sooo glad that he's here... i mean, i love scott and miss him very much, but i'm just so happy that andy is here... he really is an awesome guy and has so many good things in store for oasis... i'm pimped! hahaha...
school started... it's okei... at first i didn't like it but i think i'm warming up to the new school... i still have this next week to decide if i really want to stay there... iuno... i really want to go back to cguhs, but at the same time, i understand why mom doesn't want me to go... humm... tough decision... i could get half day at cg... maybe... i'd demand it... hahahaha... and i could probably be more involved with you... but i don't care... youth will always be my main priority... maybe i just want to go back because of what could be there... but who knows if it would even happen... who knows if it should happen... agh... decisions... well, for now horizon is okei... i think if i really have a hard time with it that i'll just go there for the first semester... i'd just be satisfied if i could go to cg football games and stuff... i hope someone invites me to a few of the dances too... that'd be tight... oh well...
want to see my schedule?!?

DAILY SCHEDULE
Mondays
Trig Brief Calc: 8:45-9:30 a.m.
Internship (Teacher’s Aid): 9:35-10:20 a.m.
Photography: 10:25-11:05 a.m.
Tech Media Prod: 11:10-11:50 a.m.
Roundtable: 11:55 a.m.-12:20 p.m.
Lunch: 12:20-12:40 p.m.
English 11 Hons: 12:45-1:25 p.m.
American Hist Hon (AP): 1:30-2:15 p.m.

Tuesdays and Thursdays
Trig Brief Calc: 8:45-10:20 a.m.
Photography: 10:25-11:50 a.m.
Roundtable: 11:55 a.m.-12:20 p.m.
Lunch: 12:20-12:40 p.m.
English 11 Hons: 12:45-2:15 p.m.

Wednesdays and Fridays
Internship (Teacher’s Aid): 8:45-10:20 a.m.
Tech Media Prod: 10:25-11:50 a.m.
Roundtable: 11:55 a.m.-12:20 p.m.
Lunch: 12:20-12:40 p.m.
American Hist Hon (AP): 12:45-2:15 p.m.

have you ever said something to someone about something and they took what you said the wrong way and then you had no idea as to how to get yourself out of it? humm... boys boys boys... what to do with them?

"why can't we all be friends?"

exactly!

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ciy was awesome... it was such a great week... well... spiritually it was... why do people have to act so gay sometimes... sunday i didn't even want to go... why does he have to say crap like that... gosh boy, did i hurt you? is that why you act so mean to me? katy just told me that it was told to her that any time you talk about me you refer to me as a "dumb hoe" or something to that effect... huuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh... well monday i was just soo mad... i hardly said hi to angel or george and certainly didn't say hi to the boy... tuesday i thought we had worked it out... he seemed regretful... so i hope it all gets better... it's still hard though... because, gosh, i still like him so much... omg i can't even believe it... i'm dumb... maybe that's why it hurts so much when he calls me crap... doesn't he think how low i already think of myself sometimes? does he have to call me that to make me feel even worse... what kind of a person is he really if he thinks that saying that is just okei? i'm not saying he's a bad guy or questioning his christianity or anything like that... but it's just like, come on... oh yeah, he's "just playing"... that's "just the way he messes around"... "it doesn't mean anything"... "it's no big deal"... well to me it is... and thanks a whole lot for defending me, "friend"... yeah i understand you were friends with him first... yeah i understand his sister is your best friend... but what am i? sure i haven't been the greatest friend in the world... i know i've been selfish at times... but you're not perfect either... i don't know how to explain it without sounding selfish or ungrateful... but it's almost like if you were to lose me you wouldn't even care... when yaya says crap about you i defend you... i don't care if it ruins my relationship with him... sure i was friends with him first, but he's a jerk and you're my friend... iuno why you can't do the same for me...  why can't i just explain myself without sounding stupid, selfish, ungrateful... iuno what to do with that boy... he said he was scared when we broke up... scared? scared of what? i don't understand...